Painfully True

Painfully True

          I study this, study that, till it comes to an end, 

there`s a painful truth in this letter I must write and send.

         I have never been a father nor will I ever have a chance to be, 

even though my children number in three. 

         Everything I `ve ever loved, I had to push myself away from for it to be able to grow and thrive, 

everything around me slowly dies, yet I am still alive.

         Before you try to judge me and my words

that are in front of your face,

take a good look at yourself and ask, "am I really living 

the way I should and under God`s grace?" 

         I have tried my best to right every wrong I`ve ever made,

things from my past just won`t let all of the bad memories fade.

         When it comes to religion I have studied them all, 

when this New Age of Lucifer is ushered in, they all will soon fall.

      

          If you don`t believe me, google NESARA.US and then NESARA Deception,

then you will understand the real meaning of the word Deprivation.

          I`ve never said that I myself am without sin,

I`m just trying to explain how everything I study, 

carries me back to where I begin.

         The truth is, that all things must come to an end, 

there`s a painful message in this letter I write and to you I send.

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Looking Back

Looking Back / Micha-El Parker

My family is still alive but I am dead to them, 

the light to my painful past is slowly growing dim.

I am nothing more than an outcast 

in a dysfunctional world here, 

I have given up control of my life and handed it 

over to my Creator for Him to steir.

There is something deep inside that is 

ready to be let loose, 

my body is riddled with scars and my mind

is slowly letting go of all the mental abuse.

Everything on earth is temporary you see,

this is just the way it is designed to be.

The tallest buildings come crashing to the ground, 

somethings go missing, never again to be found.

Have you ever noticed how hard

it is to put a smile across your face,

when you are in rage or feeling its disgrace. 

I am in this world but not of this place.

My heart beats yet I count them not, 

the love I have for my Creator and wife are all I`ve got.

The tears fall and my heart aches, 

I speak into the darkness and the silence breaks.

I could be so bitter and cold but my soul resisted...

for I knew a love like ours existed.

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Your Ticket To Freedom

Your Ticket To Freedom

What a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive, 

the time has come for the donkey and elephant in the room to leave.

There is a great wind of change calling out, 

to leave this incorporated way of life with no fear nor doubt.

The wind of change is blowing harder than ever,

the corporate wickedness is pushing their fear mongering at an alarming rate,

the time to escape is going to soon be now or never,

get out of her now my people before it is too late.

Unknowingly we have all taken the mark of the beast,

do a quick search of your birth certificate ownership and you will find the words I write are true.

Do a quick search meaning of your ALL CAPS NAME and you will see, 

that we are going to be present at the Devil`s feast.

Have a quick look at the love for life to find out what you must do,

to really understand what we all must do to be free.

Technology has past our conditions of living for a reason, 

we were allowed to enjoy our false freedom for only a season.

Do yourself a favor and find out who owns your soul, 

to wake you up before it is too late is my only goal.

We are all slaves to a master we did not choose,

we are all in a battle we must win, and in a war we just can not loose.

If the reader of this poem decides to turn from truth and go back to sleep, 

it is our future generations that will reep,

all of the horrors you now secretly keep.


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Only Love Can Set You Free

Our Creator of All has led me

to write this poem for you my dear, 

we are one flesh and have nothing to fear.

You came to me from a land so far away,

that took  a lot of courage, I must honestly say.

You flew from Israel to the United States, 

with  a single warm embrace, we forever sealed our fates.

You came to me with little more than the 

smile on your beautiful face,

I remember you standing at the airport with your 

pocket book and little suitcase.

Love is more powerful than anyone can conceive,

love is the most important thing in the world, you and I believe.

"Seek and ye shall find",

that love is the key to unlock the chains that bind.

I have heard that if you love something, to set it free,

I never realized till now, that, that something was ME.

I now know that love is the exact essence of our Creator, 

and I am here to testify that there is Nothing greater.

My dearest Eden, my beautiful darlin, my loving wife,

thank you for bringing this once dead man, back to life.

Love was the only tool you used for me to finally see,

that the Creator of All, resides in me.

I am forever grateful, my darlin, for all that you have given,

thank you for your love, it has made my life worth liven. 

Your smile is like a ray of light that melts my heart,

even in death, from you, I will never part.

To: my beautiful Eden

From: your loving Micha-El

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The Transformation home

The Transformation home H₂O

I am a raindrop falling to earth,

I have been falling since birth.

A cloud is my mother 

and the sun is my father.

away from them I am falling further,

along  side of me, another raindrop is calling me brother.

Into a river I plunge  to what I think is my destination.

I quickly become friends with all around with little hesitation.

I am now part of something as a whole yet feel set apart,

between the rocks and among the roots I swiftly dart,

I am in a river and play my part.

In the swiftness I struggle to swim my own way,

in the current, it`s very ruff I must say.

As I leap from a waterfall my name is changed to mist,

as I am falling, I feel the sun, it`s my father`s kiss.

I land in a pool in the river so calm and serein, 

I have time to reflect on all the beauty I have seen,

this is the time that I finally feel at peace and clean.

The calmness is short-lived and the river pulls me on,

just like that.... the peace is gone.

I pass over rocks some ruff and some slick, 

I pass by trash that makes me sick.

I am beginning to forget I am a raindrop at all,

as I encounter another waterfall.

this time I scream to my mother the cloud,

"Why did you let me go !!!", I scream out loud.

The constant movement is almost more then I can bare,

I was once a raindrop... this river is not fair.

I knew not what I carried as my destiny begins to unfold,

I pass through the mouth and over the gills of a fish so cold, 

I brought the oxygen for life and now I feel so beautiful and bold.

I found my destiny in this river so wild and fast,

I am part of a whole called water and no longer an outcast.

I long for the day my father turns me into vapor,

now my mother and I can once again be together, 

where I will once again hug and love her.

How Do You Know ?

How Do You Know ?

I always use to say to people... , "Do you know how you know you love someone...?" and they would usually look stunned by my question but would generally  answer me right away with a sorted answer... then they would ask me my question back to me.... and I always answered the same... "When you truly Love someone... you miss EVERYTHING about that person... When they`re not around.... EVERYTHING about them... you miss the bad times, the good and everything else... you miss everything about them when they are not around...

Eden,

I miss everything about you so much... that it actually hurts when you`re not around. I truly, madly, deeply, passionately  ... LOVE YOU

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The Hurt

The Hurt 

There is a yearning within us all, 

Yes,sometimes we stumble and yes,sometimes we fall, 

just dust yourself off and please stand tall, 

please remember, we're only human after all. 

 There's a yearning for things we long to hold, 

there's a yearning for things that can't be bought nor sold. 

 "Some things can only be loved from afar," I say, 

 I wish it were not so... but sometimes, it's the only way.

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Don`t Go There

You know for a fact, 

that you`re all I got.

 I am honest and exact,

or have you forgot?

 Where is the Love, 

that you think you`re in possession of?

Where is the peace that happiness brings?

I search and I long for these things.

 Where there is lust,

there, you`ll find dust.

Where there is pride, 

in this you can hide.

Where there is sloth,

you`ll find yourself clothed in wroth.

Where there is wrath, 

one can easily loose his path.

 Where there is greed,

that is something you should never feed.

 Where there is envy, 

there, you`ll find your heart heavy.

 Where you have rage, 

there, you`ll find man.

 Then, you have gluttony,

which you should stay away from as much you can.

 I`m just a dreamer and sort of
a different kind.

 I`m not looking for something

 that I don`t think I can find.

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Calling On You

Calling On You

   Woke up this morning in search for 

some sort of good news,

Oh Lord, please take away these Sunday morning blues.

   Woke up this morning in search for 

the words I want to say, 

Oh Lord, please give me the strength to just be thankful for another day.

   Woke up this morning in searching for 

something good to find,

Oh Lord, please take these depressing thoughts 

from my heart and mind. 

   Woke up this morning in search for 

something to smile about, 

Oh Lord. please take away these fears and 

thoughts of doubt.

   Woke up this morning with nightmares for dreams, 

Oh Lord, please help guide me through

a world where nothing is as it seems.

   Woke up this morning and the 

tears start falling, 

Oh Lord, please hear me calling, 

please hear me calling.


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Who Is He?

     Who Is He ?


      "Close the gates that brings the air"', 

he wispered to the trees.

      "Move no more, to you I dare", 

he wispered to the breeze.

       To the clouds way up high, he tells them, "Go now 

and hide in fear", 

with an eerie sigh he wispers, "That the end is near". 

       "Stop your unrest and be void of any motion", 

he wispers to the once restless ocean.

        He wispers to the sea, "Run and hide to be no more, 

run and stretch as far as the eye can see,"
 he wispers to the lengthening shore.

        "Swim no more," he wispers to the flopping 

fish amongst the barren floor.

        "Come down to earth and never again fly",

he wispers to every creature, that filled a once beautiful sky.

        "Animals and creatures that wander and roam both near and far,"

he wispered on, "Be still and perish right where you are".

         To every living plant, the small or tall, 

he wispered, "Go wither, rot and fall".

        He commanded with only a wisper, "For everything 

manmade to crumble to the ground",

other than men, women and children, there was nothing else

to be found.

        He wispered, "Now I light the eternal flame, 

Now, go wallow in all your filth and shame". 

He shouted out loud, "You knew I was 

coming AND you even knew my Name.

The struggle

The struggle 

 I love the thought of what this world must have really been designed for in the beginning. This world holds so much beauty, wonder, splendor and natural power. It`s absolutely amazing to look at, but something happened a long time ago in the hearts and minds of men (people) that makes them want to fight for something that isn’t even theirs in the first place really (our earth). 

 Greed is rewarded and love is sought out and crushed.. Everything is backwards to someone like me and I don’t think I`m alone… I am rare in my thinking but not alone. There`s nothing wrong with this world, something is wrong with the majority of people in charge of running the world and its affairs. I have prayed and thought very hard, very hard for a solution but as I go through my day to day life the way it is designed now, I notice that I am part of the problem as I participate in the way things are. 

I just want something I will never have or see I suppose… peace. Peace in knowing I am bettering the world instead of helping destroy it. I live in a world where I am controlled by fear (fear of losing my house, car, food, everything – unless I work my ass off in a system that just doesn’t work for mankind anymore) being controlled by this fear doesn’t work on me for I fear nothing but the one who created me… my Creator. Please know that I love you more than you can ever imagine or more than I can even show or tell you in this lifetime we have. I am just a very worn down man… by this way of life that I didn’t choose… it chose me. 

 My spirit is so free that I can`t even start to explain it to you but my mind and body are trapped here in a world I can`t stand anymore. It is very hard to be me… I have said that before and will say it again. Peace, happiness and love be with us all.

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Do You Know What Is Coming ?

Do You Know What Is Coming ?

There is a disease that has its highs and lows,

it follows me around wherever I go.

There is a sickness in this world that everyone seems to Ignore,

and I don`t know how much I can take from either one ... anymore.

Everyone is mad and without laughter as I look around, 

their eyes are empty with no life inside to be found, 

am I the only one who realizes that we are all walking on sacred ground?

I live in  a prison of flesh and bone, 

don`t weep for me... when I am gone.

Religion is a trap to veil the mind, 

I feel as if I am the last of my kind.

I live in a world where everything is for sale or lease, 

away from this kind of place is where I`ll find my peace.

I feel something approaching with a lot of force... it knows no remorse, 

and there`s Nothing I can do to change its corse.

Everything real will soon be fake and honesty will be replaced with lies, 

it will be so imaginable that you will not believe your eyes,

it is going to be a sad day...  when all Love dies. 

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